I know we re not dating but you re still mine

we're not dating but you're still mine - The only thing that soothes me is that now i know why he is sometimes so rude, overly excited and fidgeting, distracted, can’t keep focus when i talk to him, loses track of time, loses his keys and wallet almost everyday, is always late everywhere to a point where everyone is annoyed at him, loses his temper, is often very emotional and dramatic, often exagerates, etc. When we first started dating, we reveled in that blissful early stage — the one where you each see the other as beautiful, brilliant sex-deities and you become pretty sure that, before you met each other, you were just two zombie pod people wandering aimlessly through the world, waiting for soulmates to open their eyes and show them what it means to live? I don’t know if i am wrong to feel this way but its something he does very often, and i wondered if a pure man who loves his wife so much wouldn’t even want to hear her voice the last thing before he goes to bed and the first thing when he wakes being that he is a away? The more i thought about it, i realized there was this choice: i could see other people, some of whom might be totally decent, and then go back to him, knowing with more certainty that he was the one or i could see other people and never be able to get him back, because he could have moved on.

Chanyeol // Sulli "We're Not Dating, But He's Still Mine!"

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